Ten Years Later

I have been on the phone a lot today—talking to Katie Fehrenbacher, Stacey Higginbotham, and Chris Albrecht. Surj Patel popped into town, and we had coffee. Call it kismet—or just coincidence—that today happens to be the tenth anniversary of one of the most terrible days of my life: I had to shut the doors on a business that carried my name and, for a while, I thought was my legacy. I loved it so much that I still joke that dating someone was cheating on this thing. I woke up thinking about it, I went to sleep thinking about it.
So, turning off the lights in the office and pulling the proverbial shutters down one last time was hard. And so was writing a blog post announcing GigaOM’s demise.
Everyone had their say. Many former colleagues had a chance to express their disappointment with the outcome. My loss was simply mine. No matter what I did, it was hard to truly banish the negativity from my mind. No one quite understands the deep, profound sadness
