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It’s a hell of a noise to be woken up by your continuous glucose monitoring app sending an alert for a hypoglycemic event. As a diabetic, you’ve got to pay attention to this — get up, take a quick sip of apple juice, and wait for things to get better. While you’re doing that, you end up reading news on your app.
And then you go, “Damn.” Because you have just learned that Ustad Zakir Hussain, the tabla maestro, passed away yesterday at UCSF in San Francisco due to complications from idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis. He was 73. His passing made me think about him, his music, and how it dovetailed with my own life. It also made me realize how much of our modern digital life — convenient as it might be — disconnects us from our memories.
When I look at my “Replay” lists from my online music services, I see a remarkable similarity in what I listened to most often. No matter how much I tried, I found myself listening to my favorite few artists, though honestly, I couldn’t tell you what the albums look like or which tracks are from which album. Eric Hilton, one-half of Thievery Corporation, was my No. 1 artist in 2023 and 2024. Nils Frahm is second, and the next eight are some variation of the same. Again — I have no recollection as to when I listened to these songs, or why, or with whom. It is music without joy of memories. (Read my essay about algorithmic discovery and it lack of emotional appeal.)
Not so with the late Ustad’s music.
Funnily enough, my first vivid memory of the Ustad was an advertisement for Taj Mahal Tea — where he is teaching a young student. (See ad.) That ad made him a household name and an icon, even though he had notched up many firsts all around the globe.
Music is such a wonderful mile marker. I remember being in college — St. Stephen’s Science Block Common Room — when I discovered the band Shakti, Ustad Hussain’s collaboration with John McLaughlin, thanks to my then-new and now life long friend Rajiv Malikarjun. A few years later, while living in New York with Tito Ghosh, another childhood friend from my early life, we together discovered the album “Planet Drum” and the fusion electronica group Tabla Beat Science.
I remember the record sleeve from my college commons just as I remember the covers of Tabla Beat Science CDs I bought from Other Music, the cool indie record store on 4th Street, between Lafayette Street and Broadway in lower Manhattan. (You should check out the documentary on Other Music.) These days, though, it is hard to form such a memorable bond with music.
My childhood friend Tito grew up in what Indians called a cultured family — they went to art galleries and dance recitals, watched Satyajit Ray films, and listened to classical music. My childhood was different, and so were my influences. Like my college friends, Tito often exposed me to these new cultural ideas, including Zakir Hussain’s music. We saw him perform live in Central Park before I moved out West.
I’m not much of a concert-goer — large crowds in confined spaces are not my jam. People often talk about the energy of a performance and the crowd creates a sublime experience. Not for me. I much prefer a future when I can watch live concerts in my Vision Pro. I know, I’m weird like that.
As I waited for my blood sugar levels to normalize, I ended up reading some old articles about Zakir Hussain, and they made me realize how much we could have learned from his life. Despite being a maestro of tabla in the purest classical art form, he wasn’t afraid to push the envelope.
Whether it was Shakti, Planet Drum, or Tabla Beat Science, he was ready to try the new, experiment, and imagine reinterpreting his art and skills in a new fashion. Yet he remained true to his core and his essence. We could all strive to live in such a way.
“You know, you come from India and you say, ‘OK, I’m representing a 3,000-year-old history,’ so you think you’re gonna teach the world about rhythms and drums and so on. And then you arrive here. You suddenly realize that you know nothing. You’re just one little dot in the painting that is the music of the universe.”
He is really talking about what we now call “day zero.” No matter how much you know, you can never stop learning and evolving. What a great lesson for everyone, including those who deem themselves experts. You are almost always the student, always part of the process, and part of the collective that leads to a better place, as he so wonderfully said in an interview.
“The moment you think you’re a maestro, you are distancing yourself from the others. You have to be part of a group, and not dominate it.”
When reflecting on his journey, it became clear that he never considered the work truly finished. A few years ago, when asked about his two Grammy Awards (now five), he said:
“That happened already. I can’t be standing on what’s already happened. I have to be better every day that goes by.”
True to that belief, earlier this year he made history as the first Indian musician to win three Grammy Awards in a single year. His collaborative spirit shone through each victory: the soundtrack for “Pashto,” created with American virtuosos Béla Fleck (banjo) and Edgar Meyer (bass), alongside Indian flutist Rakesh Chaurasia; the best contemporary instrumental album for “As We Speak,” another boundary-pushing venture with the same ensemble; and perhaps most fittingly, the best global music album for “This Moment,” a triumphant return with his pioneering world-fusion band, Shakti.
“We were all on the same wavelength, the same quest, looking for perfection, which we will never find. But that didn’t matter because it’s all about the journey — not the goal.”
Wah, Ustad!
December 16, 2024. San Francisco
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I’m sure this was a typo, hypOglycemic event is 15g+15m and retest, hyPERglycemic is bolus insulin and phone a friend. 🙂
Yes you are right. It was a typo. I don’t have many hyper glycemic events because I am no sugar, low carb diet person. So mostly when I don’t eat enough I get into hypoglycemic situation. Thanks for the comment.
Such a lovely essay and what a loss for India and the world. You are right that present day music is not as sticky to my generation (I am 52 and life happened) and I am curious to know how the current gen will remember their music and what remains sticky. Coming back to the Ustad, having seen him play multiple times it was always a joy – he was both a teacher (teaching us what the tabla can do) and student (learning and reinterpreting his fellow band mates) and performer extraordinaire. This reflection ties in with what you wrote about being a student – https://www.instagram.com/p/DDojI1dSvV_/?img_index=7&igsh=MXV4NWtqMHQ3bW5ydg==
I think Ustad ji lived a great and full life and even till his last minute he was performing. I suspect, in a way, to go doing what love and are able to do it, at the time of your passing is a blessing in itself. May he rest in peace and percussion.
As for the kids, I am not sure what they will remember but clearly that have a different relationship with music. in time they will eventually form their own bonds and memories. Much like we did.
PS: I don’t condone sharing links to FB ecosystem. So perhaps, we can avoid them.
Yes our modern life does separate us from our memories. I recently lost my job and am taking some time off to figure out my new diagnosis (newly diagnosed Type 1 at almost age 50). Along the way I’m moving into a new house and unpacking photos that I haven’t seen in years. The physical photos somehow seem more meaningful than the virtual ones on Facebook. Perhaps there’s a greater sense that I “own” these prints, than the ones living in the digital vaults of other companies’ clouds.
Another example: my dad says he wants physical DVDs for Christmas. While we “own” a bunch through the online services, it’s easier for him to manage and decide what he “really owns” when they are physical. The same with his CDs and LPs. Personally I have many memories of first hearing a song in a friend’s dorm room, and no memory of when I first heard my latest favorite song over streaming. Is this is a sign of change or just my age?
I feel we’ve lost something in the transition to digital. I don’t really understand yet what we’ve lost, but we’ve definitely lost something.
Josh
You reflect sentiments of an older generation. I am sure the newer generation has a different idea of what is their reality and how they create their memories. I am glad, I have mine.
As for the digital memories, I am betting new things will emerge in time — that will allow us to have digital memories in the future that will be released to events. I wish, the companies focused on building that, instead of creating a data hovering setup to push ads our way.
Give your dad my best, give him some DVDs and of course have a great analog holiday.
Thanks for a simplistic and lovely write up.
These are the icons where the term ‘maestro’ just seems a perfect fit. And his humbleness in not assuming himself to be the greatest and that probably allowed him to venture and experiment more.
And while you mention ‘how much of our modern digital life disconnects us from our memories’, in my case, it helped me discover Ustad in Youtube search while searching for another Ustad [Sutlan Khan]. And to my mesmerisation, like most brilliant things that you know right away as you experience them, a tabla maestro that stands out so vividly!
an Ustad truly, may he rest in peace!
Thanks Fawad. I appreciate you sharing your thoughts about how you discovered his magic. He shall live forever in our hearts.
His passion is so evident. His own rhythm during performance is more impressive.
Thanks for this post! Loved the reference to OM (Other Music😀). Miss that place every day. Now I’ll have to play my Other Music playlist list and play more Eric Hilton. And thanks for the ‘As We Speak’ recommendation. Interesting as that was also a David Sanborn album, a favorite artist of mine who also passed away recently.
Oh man, bummed to hear David Sanbkrn’s passing. I had not read that! Going to have to get him back in rotation!
Yeah man, I was majorly bummed too. Met him after a gig at the Blue Note one year. Great sense of(self deprecating) humor, humble, always a student of music. Check this when you get a chance: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/as-we-speak-with-david-sanborn/id1707399557?i=1000679880723